Now I know how it feels to not care about anything. It’s pretty terrible. It’s like this crushing weight that prevents me from doing anything, really.
I never really understood how people could really try on things they didn’t care about. Those crazy GPA whores who constantly tried to get ahead, to beat the system, all while not giving a flying fuck about what they were learning - those people.
I never really respected them, because to me they were fundamentally empty, but I think I can understand where they’re coming from right now. I still don’t know how they can do what they did these past four years.
